soulless

I used to avoid watching horror movies. Avoided them like the plague. Hah. Man, I've changed a lot since then. I find myself thirsting for more. It's just a nice sorta distraction you know, like a hundred volts of electricity jolting your very psyche. I need to be jolted outta my mind. Fucked up, mental, psycho. At least I still have something I could turn to for a huge distraction. You'll know I'm totally fucked up, when the scariest horror movies won't even affect me, not in the slightest bit. ahhaaa.

not so scary after all

so i attended an event that my friend organized. it's a screening of 3 horror movies in the night, somewhere on campus. the concept is awesome, but execution, could do better. so me and a friend just stayed for one movie, and surprisingly, it wasn't that scary for me. feels like i have much bigger things in life to worry about. i guess i am growing up. but what was embarrassing was that i couldn't stop laughing when the storyline reached its climax. a guy that i had a crush on went there too. but i guess he hates my guts now. especially after how annoying i was during the screening. ha.