memories (present post)

sometimes, i think i need to forget all that i have lost to the cruel abyss of the past. in order to be happily functional in the present, and be happy with the situation that i'm in presently. please let me forget. it always pains me that i keep referring to the past, almost every second of my life. how can i forget.. how can i completely demolish them from my memories.. destroy the memories of all that i have lost. what will life be like? what will it be like if i can destroy memories of the past.. please let me forget everything that i used to have, everyone that i used to have.