where is the excitement? (present post)

sigh, i need some excitement in my life.. and i'm procrastinating like hell. i dunno. i really feel the need for a boyfriend, don't know why. but no, i'll never date someone online. that's f ing lame. and that someone must be a person that i genuinely like, not just for the sake of having a boyfriend. if not, i could have hooked up with any of those guys that are just waiting for me. haha. as if there are guys waiting for me just to ask them out. i'm so f ing bored, i'm installing the Tron game. zzz.