Zen amidst the chaos

No matter how unhappy or flustered I may appear to be, I just love being busy. Amidst all that chaos, it gives me the opportunity to practice my skill of pushing aside all the fluff, and creating space to think straight for a solution. Something obvious, that gets hidden if you let all those petty chaos get in the way. Anyway, being busy leaves no room for the pointless, crazy voice inside my head yeah. Wondering what is he up to, and shit. I know I'm clingy, but I try not to show it :) I like it if a guy likes a clingy girl, and it if my guy's clingy too. Haha.