My friends will know who to inform, if I end up killing myself.
Kill yourself? What, and leave your family in this pickle?
No, I'm still fighting, to get them out of it. Or at least, do my part, so there's no more extra pickle for them to deal with. When my unfinished business is finally... finished, then I shall peacefully go. Leave them behind, but with my best wishes at heart. I shall do all I can for them before I go. It has always been in the back of my mind. I do care for them, but I doubt that I want to stay any longer in this world. I'm not sure, but I think I'm looking forward to finally say my goodbyes before I let myself go.