losing interest

this depression makes me lose interest in socializing. if i weren't so depressed, i would totally be this bubbly and outgoing girl. i miss that side of me. how much longer is this gonna last???? sigh. well, that side of me does come out once in a while, especially when the depression's gone.. but it's only fleeting. i wish that the depression will be gone forever. this depression is making me even more depressed. God, help me. :(