Once in A While

Giving in to lust. Once in a while it may be satisfying, but brace yourself for the aftermath - those haunting thoughts of guilt and disgust. Don't do it too often or don't do it at all. Because I know I absolutely hate that feeling. I guess I'm just human and tend to falter, so I take on full responsibility of what has been done and I stop myself from doing it often. So I have done it this once, after a long time. And it shall be a very long time till I do it again. I can't stand the disgust that comes after. Time to straighten my head and thoughts and get to that nice place where I was at before I did it.