Its a Trap

I don't like to be a part of fake people and lies.

Birthday Thoughts

27 years on this planet and I have so many regrets of the heart already.

Working Out To Work It Off

I work out to work off all those feelings of me not being good enough for anyone. After a session of a rigorous work out, I feel better about myself. At least I'm in control of some part of my self.

Hypocrite Metalheads

Why do these Malaysian guys in really heavy metal bands, who seem to be so badass, choose the politest and nicest looking girls in hijabs? I find it very hypocritical of those guys. Very badass persona, and yet they choose the most religious girls. How does that work? Malaysian rockers and metalheads.. As if! What a bunch of hypocrites.

The Real Desire

Even your soul knows what you really need. But your nafs keeps screwing things up.

Giving Back

If it is time for you to step up to the plate, will you take it on and contribute? In a way, I feel good about being able to help my dad out with taking a car loan under my name, since he told me that he's unable to. You can never repay what your parents did for you when you were young and unable to support yourself. Although I didn't feel that the support lasted long, I'm still grateful for the years before, and the things that I'm unaware of in the years after. I wish I'm more aware of the more recent ones. Still, I'm glad to be given the opportunity to give back now. Alhamdulillah. I hope it all works out well and that I'm able to contribute in bigger ways.

New Plan

My plan has become to work for the sake of collecting funds, while I improve my portfolio for my desired job during my free time.