It feels nice to give in, just to feel that high for the moment. At this point, I should know that those things will just be temporary... that moment that I love so much. I should be able to just take them at face value, and stop feeling sad when it's over. Thankful that I even got just a glimpse of it. I think I'm making myself more miserable by keeping up the hope, the possibility that someday it could be mine forever. I should have this engraved in my psyche by now... That it's just gonna be temporary.
It feels nice to just give in.. Just to feel that momentary intense happiness. Just to feel alive again... To just, feel.